Hi there Friends
,I've been back from the AFK, and kinda wanna talk to you:
First, I am so sorry, that though many good friends here tried to comfort me while I posted the last Journal, but I did not reply at the time.
I was quite depressed because of pressure from family, career and myself...I have a mind that always make things heavier.I had to quit everything and only focus on my career so that I do not totally destroy myself.
After this loooong time, everything finally goes pretty nice for me. I can handle more stuff than before and stop my mind from twisting things to ill.
I used to think whatever I did here is a wast of life, however now I see that these have always been big part of myself, though it gives me pressure, the more it make me happy. I was once afraid that if my family and some friends found my weird interest, but that was just not being honest to my own. I should always proud of myself
Still not good at English Writing, and talking these whatever things...In all just wanna say I am back to life now xD.
Thank you guys for being real good friends, Hope us all have very nice lives!! ^ ^